Thurly

 

where was I on this disastrous saturday?

 

a saturday just as many of them before

 

a saturday, on which You wanted to live intensely

 

a saturday, on which You were to die

 

 

where was I when You needed me?

 

where was I when that train of tragedy was waiting for You?

 

where was I when that light vanished?

 

where was I when the fear crushed You?

 

where was I when the smoke killed You?

 

 

where was my hand which should have led You?

 

where was my hand which should have sheltered You?

 

where was my hand ... ?

 

where ... ?

 

 

I saw the mountain

 

the mountain that called You

 

the mountain, with all its glory

 

The mountain... all white!

 

 

I saw people with a smile on their faces

 

I saw the people in a different light

 

I saw glad people

 

I saw people forgetting...

 

 

but I also saw the tunnel with its gruesome gullet

 

the tunnel, pretending safety

 

the tunnel, leading upwards

 

the tunnel, dug by men

 

the tunnel, in which they died

 

 

my eyes donīt se You no more

 

they are filled with tears

 

my ears donīt hear You no more

 

though my heart beats fast

 

 

you are my son

 

no matter when

 

You are my son

 

no matter where

 

You are my son

(von Arthur Warias, sen.)
I lost my son! I put these thoughts doen to paper during December

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